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Turn Up The Dark

by David Backshell

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1.
Here I go again staring down the barrel As your taillights commit me to memory How did I end up screaming hell to heaven With the echoes of my feet my only company I've been chasing a lost highway Smoke in my lungs and my heart's pumping lead Lift my sights and I can't seem to see Anyone waiting in the wings for me Sinking into me is the sting of familiarity And I miss you all the time I can tell if the things that come to me Are parts of my dreams or my memories But I'm getting old, I'm so tired I feel like a man on a wire Sinking into me is the sting of familiarity And I miss you all the time
2.
Revival 03:31
The revival stands with her arms outstretched In the wreckage of the dreams I left Dressed in twilight, calling my name Her fading light feels like a tidal wave Heaven help me I'm so lost And nothing's ever as good as it was I don't think I'll ever wake up And the revival won't save us Spending cigarettes, retracing my steps And it feels like time has found it's edge The fields ablaze, there's a match in my hands The tide has pulled me as far as it can Heaven help me I'm so lost And nothing's ever as good as it was I don't think I'll ever wake up And the revival won't save us Through the echos of a former life Time has left with what used to be mine Out of sight, holding on tight Why am I so afraid of letting go Heaven help me I'm so lost And nothing's ever as good as it was I don't think I'll ever wake up And the revival won't save us
3.
Martyrdom 04:08
Driftwood lining the banks of the shore As I return to where I've been before Passenger to the beat of a melody Fading in and out inside of me Don't remember how I got here Faces I recognize disappear What I owe and what is mine Avenues of time been blurring the line I can't sleep I can't seem to wake Fingers trembling and my heart aches Am I the effigy crowning the fire? Going up like a funeral pyre I've become a martyr to the ones who don't love me I've become a martyr to the ones who don't love me False dawn after false dawn And a new day is never born Nothing's hidden there's no reveal I feel hollow, like nothing's real I can't sleep I can't seem to wake Fingers trembling and my heart aches Am I the effigy crowning the fire? Going up like a funeral pyre I've become a martyr to the ones who don't love me I've become a martyr to the ones who don't love me
4.
Gun Shy 03:37
Walk around the outskirts of town Looking for the pieces of my old crown And these pictures and memories Keep calling back to me Coming on with something to prove I've got nothing left to lose But I'm gun shy, tired eyes Folding under a neon sky From my tracks I hear the sound of Of something lost that can be found But I'm talking in my sleep as it Echoes through me Up all night shaking hands with the devil Come the morning light, the dust don't settle Eyes wide bleeding fear Hell's bells are ring in my ears Moving through these old wounds Still stings like a new bruise I'm shaking down, shaking numb Waiting for a change to come Maybe this is all that's left I'm still tracing yesterday's steps I'm waiting for the levee to break And wash me away Up all night shaking hands with the devil Come the morning light, the dust don't settle Eyes wide bleeding fear Hell's bells are ring in my ears
5.
Black Thumb 03:27
There's a voice calling me outside as high beams breaking across the blinds I am tracing these fine lines, escaping my eyes Static's breathing through me, I feel the pull of this turning machine Everyday it's feeding on me and I can't sew up the gaps it leaves Waking up here alone, feeling like the bird has flown Out here nothing seems to grown and everything I own I owe Sick as dog with two black thumbs, turning the soil under a copper sun To halves of this zero sum, dividing up coming back as one These dreams, holding me under lock and key Turn up the dark set fire to the night, I'm pushing these images out sight I can't forget what I left behind and I don't know what I'm hoping to find Out on a limb and come what may I'm chasing tomorrow on feet of clay But keeps falling further and further away Waking up here alone, feeling like the bird has flown Out here nothing seems to grown and everything I own I owe Sick as dog with two black thumbs, turning the soil under a copper sun To halves of this zero sum, dividing up coming back as one These dreams, holding me under lock and key
6.
Gutshot 03:42
Two hearts beating, through the dead of the night I set my sights on the skyline Silver tongue caught in her eye I'm losing track of the world as it's slipping by Stand and deliver what you owe to me Fighting tooth and nail and nothing comes free I surrender to you I surrender to you The road's falling away into the great below It takes my hand and drags me in tow Gut shot deep in the throes She comes for me when I've got nowhere to go Stand and deliver what you owe to me Fighting tooth and nail and nothing comes free I surrender to you The way out is through
7.
Moon lights breaking down through the trees Combing the leaves shaking the whispers free Over the Breeze they come calling to me Peeling the rust from my eyes so I can see Hold me down and drown me in the rolling tide Lead me to the light and watch me burn bright Tie me up and leave for the wolves in the night And I've got nowhere left to hide Night comes bleeding down through the streets The hurt in my chest echoing my heartbeat I step into sight with salt on my feet Starlight in my eyes and I can hardly see Hold me down and drown me in the rolling tide Lead me to the light and watch me burn bright Tie me up and leave for the wolves in the night And I've got nowhere left to hide Waking up with the heavens pressing on my chest Night screaming hell don't give no rest And my glass jaw's been talking to me And I can hear the branch creak Hold me down and drown me in the rolling tide Lead me to the light and watch me burn bright Tie me up and leave for the wolves in the night And I've got nowhere left to hide Waking up with the heavens pressing on my chest Night screaming hell don't give no rest And my glass jaw's been talking to me And I can hear the branch creak
8.
High overhead the sky draws breath I see it bend and pull at it's edge I'm losing my feet as the light retreats Salt on the earth and bridges burned on my tracks when I turn I'm digging through the fiction eating my mind The ghosts of myself are talking to me they echo back like phantom memories I've eating my tongue, I've been waiting so long There are whispers running over the wire, I'm caught out here deep in the briars The brights of the city are burning my sights I feel like a lost satellite I've given everything, I've got no more, I want to know who I am and what I'm for I feel like there's an ocean sleeping in me I feel like there's an ocean sleeping in me The sand under my feet is pulled away as the light chases a new day All these feelings still remains There are whispers running over the wire, I'm caught out here deep in the briars The brights of the city are burning my sights I feel like a lost satellite What do you want from me, what do you need? There's this hunger that I can't feed I feel like there's a black hole swallowing me I feel like there's a black hole swallowing me
9.
Silvertone 03:41
Stepping out in Silvertone, lost my feet to the undertow The lights leaving, I can't see, I'm grasping at muscle memory. But nothing's where it used to be Kerosene kissing my tongue, night eaten what`s left of the sun Glassy-eyed moonshine, I'm fighting the rising tide And breaths spilling out in front of me I can see death on the vine, I feel the briars moving up my spine. I taste poison on her lips, I close my eyes and in comes the fix. I'm lost out in the spaces between. Look at all the sweethearts with places to be The meters running out no ones waiting on me
10.
Out goes my breath, down goes the pain I don't know why but they both taste the same I'm licking my wounds and waiting for you Into the void, out in exile I count my days as they leave single file Watch them bleed the sky Down on my knees, coming up empty I wonder if I'm lost because I choose to be Time keeps rolling on Down in the valley, out on the land Hurt comes to me with her sleight of hand Watches me dig myself deeper Sun's getting low, tides getting high I can't shake the loneliness eating my mind Nothing touches me I'm lost in the dream, I can't get free I can't shake the heartache eating through me Down on my knees, coming up empty I wonder if I'm lost because I choose to be Bring it on home to me
11.
Half Light 04:39
The sky hangs like a tarp over me Bleeding rain, while I sleep Through the holes the stars leave The night air has been talking to me I'm picking up the pieces, pulling on the line There's all this broken fiction in my mind The paint's peeling at the edge of the sky Memories coming back in the wash of time Am I out here on my own Chasing shadows of the people I've known Don't leave me in the half light Days coming on like breaths leaving me Stretching out to places I can't see I'm waking up with all this empty And I can't seem to fix what's broken in me Out here in a ghost town I'm hoping yesterday's going to come back around Don't leave me in the half light (Am I out here on my own Chasing shadows of the people I've know)

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released March 31, 2023

All Songs by David Backshell

Vocals: David Backshell, Chantal Sylvestre, Heather Motut
Guitars: David Backshell, Chantal Sylvestre, Graham MacDonald
Bass: Graham MacDonald, Zebulun Barnow
Keys: Michael Zahorak
Drums: Remy Perrin

All arrangements by listed performers

Mixed and mastered by Remy Perrin
Mold Growth Experimentation & Album Photography Kern Adegeest
Album design by Chris Gostling

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David Backshell Toronto, Ontario

Born in Montreal, raised in England, settled for Toronto, David Backshell is a machine that turns coffee, cigarettes and long nights into songs. Distilling struggle, debts, a lost home, nameless faces, he constructs delicate songs that stretch beyond the confines of conventional pop. ... more

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